Over the last month a lot of shit had happened. Mostly surrounded by death. It was doing my head in. I couldn't sleep and it showed. My emotions were going all over the place and I wasn't my normal self. I got myself in fights and damaged some friendships along the way.
I was woken up by my Ne-Yo "Let Me Love You" ringtone from my new iPhone 5. Glancing at the face of my phone, I saw it was Link. My thoughts moved back to last night as I remembering messaging a bunch of people, one of them was a message to Link stating that we should catch up soon. It really had been awhile since I've seen him. I answered. He asked if I woke me up, I lied and pretended through my voice. I always feel the need to not be tired on the phone, for some reason. Link went on to ask what I was doing today because he needed a driver for today, I said I didn't have much to do but I was tired. He laughed and bluntly told me to get my lazy ass up. Realizing how stupid my reason was, I told him I'd be around in an hour.
It was a long day and I remembered driving around for hours. I went everywhere and visited a couple of warehouses, mostly car business. I caught up with Link as we were on the road. We talked about the good times and the hard times that was the last two months or so. As the day started to wind down, we headed back home. The light began to fade from the sky but I still felt the energy to do something. That's when I suggested we should do something. But Link was so caught up with cars and work lately, he hadn't had time to go out. It had been awhile since he did anything and it had been awhile since we saw each other, so why not? He told me that would be a great idea. So after Link finished up his business, we headed inside for something to eat with Link's fiancé, had a few beers and then jumped back onto the road again. We hadn't planned much at this point, though the general consensus was to head to the city.
The casino was where we spent most of the night. Link sat on the one table the whole time, whereas I would wonder, hovering between Link's table and the surrounding others. Link had a terrible run, I didn't at first but the very end I would go all in a lose the lot. We left.
We found ourselves sitting at a lounge talking a couple of girls. The night had rolled along. Link had a long conversation with a hot blonde German girl who loved her motorbikes. She seemed to be on the same level as Link as they had a long conversation about mechanics or whatnot. As he talked to her, I started talking to another. This girl wore a brightly blue dress, she stood out pretty well. I found her pretty attractive. I thought the amount of tattoos that covered her would be a turn off for me, but that wasn't the case. It was something about her that made me intrigued about her. I think I loved the way she wore her glasses. They weren't just glasses, normal one you noticed people would wear for everyday. They weren't even fashion ones. If they were, they were stylized as nerd glasses. Maybe this was a turn on or maybe it was because she was pretty, there was something about the way she looked. It wasn't just that though. She was crazy. Her personality was so high, it matched myself when I'm on my highest. She sat down on the arm of the lounge where I was sitting. She told me that she loved my face. She began to run her hand all over my face, eventually picking my nose. She was weird. She smiled and told me "I'm so gonna corrupt you"
The casino was where we spent most of the night. Link sat on the one table the whole time, whereas I would wonder, hovering between Link's table and the surrounding others. Link had a terrible run, I didn't at first but the very end I would go all in a lose the lot. We left.
We found ourselves sitting at a lounge talking a couple of girls. The night had rolled along. Link had a long conversation with a hot blonde German girl who loved her motorbikes. She seemed to be on the same level as Link as they had a long conversation about mechanics or whatnot. As he talked to her, I started talking to another. This girl wore a brightly blue dress, she stood out pretty well. I found her pretty attractive. I thought the amount of tattoos that covered her would be a turn off for me, but that wasn't the case. It was something about her that made me intrigued about her. I think I loved the way she wore her glasses. They weren't just glasses, normal one you noticed people would wear for everyday. They weren't even fashion ones. If they were, they were stylized as nerd glasses. Maybe this was a turn on or maybe it was because she was pretty, there was something about the way she looked. It wasn't just that though. She was crazy. Her personality was so high, it matched myself when I'm on my highest. She sat down on the arm of the lounge where I was sitting. She told me that she loved my face. She began to run her hand all over my face, eventually picking my nose. She was weird. She smiled and told me "I'm so gonna corrupt you"
It wasn't too long that I found myself sitting next to her on her bed. It was now 3 O'Clock at night. I watched her as she took off her glasses and came over to me with her purse. She sat pretty close to me. She started to rummage. She told me that we were gonna do crystal meth, she told me that she wasn't gonna force me to do it, only if I wanted to do. She wasn't that type of girl to force people to do shit. My mind went through so many thoughts. First was the peer pressure to look cool front of her and the fear of her losing interest in me if I were to say no. But through all that shit, I think it was Kayla and person who I wanted to be. To break from the old Chase. So I went ahead and took a fair bit of puffs. We went through a lot within the hour. Especially for my first time. She brought her phone and asked me what type of music I like. I told her that I listen to mainly R&B and Hip Hop, but I do like other genres, notability stuff like Metallica. She looked at weird, though with a smile. Confused as she was. She was surprised that a guy like me likes Metallica. She told me that she loves Metallica and wants to tattoo the lyrics to one of their songs onto her ribs. She decided though to put some popular dance music on instead. I smiled and jumped out of bed to dance. Of course I only did so to walk over across the room to grab her glasses, I danced back and slipped back on her glasses. She started to sing, replacing some of the lyrics with my name. I laughed. We kept on smoking, taking turns taking puffs. Then the song changed to Ne-Yo's "Let Me Love You", this sparked a fire inside me. I smile and started to sing the song to her. My eyes locked onto her and I crawled onto her. She lent against the bed rest. She kissed me as I sang the line "Let Me Love You" to her. I moved onto her neck. I kissed her neck, continuing to sing. Eventually I got her naked.
And then the phone rang. She had to go.
I left saying bye though we agreed to see each other the next night. It was a good night, she helped me forget the last few days. She was a good friend as we did spend the most of the time talking about a lot of things while we smoked. But more importantly she was like her name implied, she is an Angel.
And then the phone rang. She had to go.
I left saying bye though we agreed to see each other the next night. It was a good night, she helped me forget the last few days. She was a good friend as we did spend the most of the time talking about a lot of things while we smoked. But more importantly she was like her name implied, she is an Angel.
